Funeral of Pang's uncle..

15/12/2007 Saturday Raining day..



Ring Ring Ring.......7.30am... sazi's cell phone rang....

oh God, we just sleep for 3 hours and a bit hang over for yesterday drink...who call so early...

Sad news-- sazi's uncle died this morning, coz of sick.... we get ready for everything and rush back to segamat. Oh shit, Flood is everywhere at Johor state, how we go back, then on the way back, i call daddy, call uncle auntie, they all said alots of road closed, have to go around the kampung kampung road. normally we back from Tamnpin road, but this time, i think Tangkak is more better. After came out from high way, very smooth, nothing happen, when we passed Jementah, oh shit, the road had closed, the arrow show us to go with kampung road, then no choice, we had to. Watse alot of time, the road was so small and dangerous. Coz around us, we can see the flood beside us, the water level was so high, we can see the water moving. I was so scared, this is the 1st time i experienced all these. then i don't care, i speed up, coz i scared the water come suddently, then i will be in trouble. When the time we back, still raining, but not so heavy. After a long kampung ways, we came to batu Anam. We passed by a bridge, there was very scary, the river was so big, the water level was so high, and i can see the water moving very fast. But you know what i scared and hate, all the kampung stupid idiot people, stop their car or vichicles and see the river....God damn stupid idiot, if the flood coming, i think they all will die there.....stupid... FXXX!!! Some of them even carry their chilren and watch the flood. Wat the FUxx!!! i think if they wanna die, go die far far, don't bring ur innocent chilren die with you.... #$%@%^*(())_%... i keep scolding and complaining....calm down calm down...



Then when we reach segamat, my heart beat very fast, i am scared. if not mistaken, this is the 2nd time i saw died person. Sazi, hold my hand very tight. Uncle was very peace--Rest In Peace. I tahan, I said cannot cry cannot cry. But when the time Ah Po saw us, she hug us, she keep saying...:" you lost an uncle, he lost your 4th uncle'... aad cried and cried....then i really cannot tahan liao...i cried also.....This is the 1st time i felt so suffer at sazi's house.....Ah Po didn't sleep and didn't eat, just keep crying all the time, when i saw her face, she was so weak. I was so suffer to saw all these.... I help Ah clean up the house, buy what they need. And cook something for Ah Po drink. Sazi give her some massage. let her fall in sleep...let her fell better...

But everytime when i saw her family cried, i really can't control myself. But one thing i am glad is, his uncle is christian, so i know where he go, sure he will rest in peace with GOD. But all of his family member is buddha, so they canot accept all these.

These few days, i was so tired...can't sleep well, and need to drive all the ways from johor to KL, Kl to johor. and need to worry about the flood.

God Bless Pang family.....This is the 1st time they all get close with GOD. All whole Funeral program is arrange by church.